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Are any of us ever really ok....
01.20.05 (6:01 pm)   [edit]
Track was great today. I moved up to second now. And I'm a white girl!! I'm soo excited. J.Reves has decided to run too. We are going to have soo much fun. We are going to tuscaloosa tomorrow to watch my sis in her synphonic band concert. On the way home we are going to look for prom dresses!!  It's going to be soo much fun. We are going to show those AUBURN pple how we do it in TUSCALOOSA!!!  Yay!!! I've officailly gotten to talk to all of y aMTC buddies. Ugh... The guys are soo sexy!!!
 
OMG!!He's sooo hot... both of them!!!
01.18.05 (4:29 pm)   [edit]

Today...was a great day!! I always have great days. Ever since my AMTC convention my whole out look on life has changed. I like school. I really do. I love my friends and my teachers, but the cafateria food can go on somewhere. Today Mr.Hand was talking about student teacher relationships, lol, saying they are professional, not personal. Everytime he would say something he would look at me and smile. Talk about obvious!!!!Then after school we went running and we talked like we were friends not just teacher/student, he can be cool when he wants to be.


Derek called me... again. OMG I can't wait until summer when I can go see him. I want to go walking on the beach w/him and go hang out w/him. Yeah... he's 24 but he's more respectful that any 17 year old I know.  I just don't know what will happen if we are ever in a relationship... how will I have a realationship w/someone who is 3 hours away??? Well, we need to keep things cool for a while any way (I'm know for getting a little too hot) and once I graduate maybe we can have more of a relationship!!


Steve called last night... ugh.. I hate him. He's soo boring and he just pisses me off b/c he acts like a total jerk. He's such a smart ass and won't listen to anything I try to say.  Ughh.. I wish I could just tell him to move on, but I'm not sure how I could do that w/out making him cry. (sadly he would)

 
He's virgin!!!
01.17.05 (5:58 pm)   [edit]

Derek my "friend" from AMTC called and we talked about everything!! I was so excited to find out he is a virgin. Wow... he is fine and he's a virgin!!! yay!! Yeah steve was too, but he never did anything nice for me, and he's not that fine. All he wanted to do was lay around the house and make out!! That's not me.. god didnt make me this beautiful to sit at the house. I need a man (Derek, 24) who will take me out and be proud to show me off. (Which he would be) Steve is such a jerk, I don't know why I dated him for sooo long. Ugh!! Oh well, everything is great now, I'm going to see Derek over the summer, and once I graduate we may be able to pick things up a bit!!! L8ers
 
grrr....
01.17.05 (9:20 am)   [edit]
Ok!!! Soooo... I knew she hated me, I just  was not aware it was quite that extensive!!!  She acts like I humiliated her in front of the world. She acts like I'm the worst person in the world!! (I'm not even close to that) I didn't even say anything that she didn't already throw in my face!!! I don't get it!!! Ohh... and the best part is where she says, " we saw oceans 12 and we tried to let them see polar express by theirsleves but Jessica (me) had to butt her huge nose into the situation!!" She wanted to see it for herself, and didnt even respect the whole Idea of going to the movies (for JASONS birthday) and everyone knew what he wanted to see!! It's not like I could have went to see oceans 12(if I wanted). Jason and Eva asked me to stay, Eva felt more secure on her first date w/out being alone. Eva and Jason were riding in my car, happy to not be in all of that drama. And It's not like she was saving me a seat or anything. She's a poser, a lier, and she wants me to get upset and start cursing in front of everyone. What ever BeBee I'm better than that. You are right, I'm better than you!!!!